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✎ Fel's Creative Journal ([personal profile] tinfoiltennis) wrote2011-05-07 04:39 pm

♬ fanmix - dean/castiel - love-ology (i'm sorry-ology, forgive me-ology)

Medium: TV
Fandom: Supernatural
Subject: Dean/Castiel
Title: love-ology (i'm sorry-ology, forgive me-ology)
Warnings: Vague spoilers for all of season six right up to 6x20.
Notes: I've actually been sitting on this mix for a couple of weeks now - it started coming together around the time My Heart Will Go On aired but I didn't want to do anything with it because some of the songs were only on there based on the promo photos for 6x20. And well, now that it's aired, some of the songs fit even better than they did before, so here we go, one fanmix for you all. This mix is heavily based on Dean and Cas's relationship in s6.






Adele – Someone Like You castiel → dean
i heard that you settled down, that you found a girl, that you’re married now. i heard that your dreams came true. i guess she gave you things i never gave to you. […] i hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited but i couldn’t stay away, i couldn’t fight it. i had hoped you’d see my face and that you’d be reminded that for me it isn’t over.

never mind; i’ll find someone like you. i wish nothing but the best for you, too.


Ingrid Michaelson – Corner of Your Heart castiel → dean
there’s a corner of your heart for me. there’s a corner of your heart just for me. i will pack my bags just to stay in the corner of your heart. there is room beneath your bed for me. there is room beneath your bed just for me. i will leave this town just sleep underneath your bed.

Amanda Palmer – Astronaut: A Short History of Nearly Nothing dean & castiel
but i am still not getting what i want. i want to touch the back of your right arm. i wish you could remind me who i was. cause every day i’m a little further off.

and is it getting harder to pretend? that life goes on without you in the wake? but can you see the means without the end? the random frantic action that we take. is it getting easier not to care? despite the many rings around your name.


Missy Higgins – 100 Round the Bends dean → castiel
so jump in my car, we’ll go 100 round the bends. we’ll take this road until we’re back where we started again. jump in my car, we’ll go 100 round the bends. and we’ll pretend that feeling rage is feeling real.

you were everything for a little while. but i broke it, i broke it, i broke it, i broke it, didn’t i?


The Hush Sound – Hurricane dean → castiel
you’re standing in my doorway seven cities ago. the days are racing but you come back too slow. but you’re the finest thing that i’ve done. the hurricane i’ll never outrun. i could wait around for the dust to still. but i don’t believe that it ever will.

The National – Start a War dean → castiel
we expected something, something better than before. we expected something more. you were always weird, but i have never had to hold you by the edges like i do now. walk away now, and you’re gonna start a war.

The Cure – Push dean & castiel
go go go. push him away.

Blood Red Shoes – Heartsink dean & castiel
and we’ll sacrifice for the opposites, because there must be more and we know it. we’ve heard it all ten thousand times. can you feel your heart sink? i can feel mine.

The National – Slow Show castiel → dean
i made a mistake in my life today. everything I love gets lost in drawers. i wanna start over, i want to be winning. way out of sync from the beginning. i wanna hurry home to you, put on a slow, dumb show for you to crack you up.

Laura Marling – Night Terror castiel → dean
if i look back and he is screaming (i’d left him dreaming, the dangers fade), i’ll run back and shake him tightly, and scream “if they want him, then they’re gonna have to fight me.”

Adele – Set Fire To The Rain dean → castiel
my hands, they’re strong. but my knees were far too weak. to stand in your arms without falling to your feet. but there’s a side to you that i never knew, never knew. all the things you’d say, they were never true, never true. and the games you play, you would always win, always win.

i set fire to the rain. watched it pour as I touched your face. well, it burned, and i cried, cause I heard it screaming out your name. i set fire to the rain, and i threw us into the flames. where I felt something die, cause I knew that that was the last time.


Beth Orton – Pieces Of Sky dean → castiel
these memories are just pieces of sky. pieces of something much bigger than i. to anyone else, just endless blue. i see time framed, an image of you.

when it’s over, it’s over. i best get busy living. you’ll be a long time gone.


Find all songs plus cover art in a .zip file here!

[identity profile] 9livesbaby.livejournal.com 2011-05-07 01:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Hit download with the fist of an angry god, great choice of songs! Thank you for sharing! :) (I shall now go and crey in a corner listening to these songs and watching 6x20 over and over...)

[identity profile] tinfoiltennis.livejournal.com 2011-05-07 02:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Completely unrelated, but your icon made me giggle like nobody else's business. XD Thanks for downloading, hope you enjoy! (And oh gosh, I know. I've been in a corner of creys about this ep all day. .___.)

[identity profile] artmetica.livejournal.com 2011-05-07 01:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much for this mix, it looks amazing! *downloads*

*sigh* such a perfect companion for my misery T-T

[identity profile] tinfoiltennis.livejournal.com 2011-05-07 02:05 pm (UTC)(link)
This playlist is going to get me through this next two weeks, I am sure of it. ;; Thanks for downloading, I hope you enjoy!

[identity profile] asteraoth.livejournal.com 2011-05-07 03:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Downloading this mix right now! :D Only familiar to Adele, Amanda Palmer and Ingrid so I'm pretty excited to listen to this!

[identity profile] tinfoiltennis.livejournal.com 2011-05-07 05:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks for downloading! :D Hope you enjoy~

[identity profile] lick-j.livejournal.com 2011-05-07 03:46 pm (UTC)(link)
This will be a great companion for my weepies...thank yous!! I love these songs...now I have a great reason to me angtsily melancholy.

[identity profile] tinfoiltennis.livejournal.com 2011-05-07 05:42 pm (UTC)(link)
I thought people would appreciate a mix for their creys this week. ;; Thanks for downloading!

[identity profile] lick-j.livejournal.com 2011-05-07 05:46 pm (UTC)(link)
U r most certainly welcome, bb! :'D

[identity profile] misslola89.livejournal.com 2011-05-07 04:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Great choice of songs! Thanks for sharing :)

I've been planning to vid Someone Like You since I first heard the song & Set Fire to the Rain ever since I saw the promo pics for 6x20 and now you've made me want to vid them even more!

[identity profile] tinfoiltennis.livejournal.com 2011-05-07 05:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you for downloading! :D

Ffff, oh my gosh you should do it. Vids to either of those songs would break my heart so beautifully. ;;

[identity profile] bonmoustache.livejournal.com 2011-05-07 04:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh man I'm already getting emotional just reading those song lyrics. Awesome choice of songs. Can't wait to listen to it.

[identity profile] tinfoiltennis.livejournal.com 2011-05-07 05:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks! I hope you enjoy it ^^
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[identity profile] rhymephile.livejournal.com 2011-05-07 05:08 pm (UTC)(link)
i heard that you settled down, that you found a girl, that you’re married now. i heard that your dreams came true. i guess she gave you things i never gave to you. […] i hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited but i couldn’t stay away, i couldn’t fight it. i had hoped you’d see my face and that you’d be reminded that for me it isn’t over.

Aaaaaand I'm teary-eyed without even hearing the damn song!

Downloading this sucker like a prideful angel.

[identity profile] tinfoiltennis.livejournal.com 2011-05-07 05:44 pm (UTC)(link)
SOB yeah that song has that effect anyway, even more so when applied to Dean and Cas which I haven't been able to stop doing since I heard it. ;; Adele's voice is so powerful.

Thanks for downloading! Hope you enjoy :D
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[identity profile] rhymephile.livejournal.com 2011-05-07 08:34 pm (UTC)(link)
I did enjoy it, very much! I'm a little iffy on Blood Red Shoes, but all the other ones I really loved.

Thanks for making it and sharing.

[identity profile] perlita-negra.livejournal.com 2011-05-07 06:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you for sharing!!! Downloading right now! <333

[identity profile] tinfoiltennis.livejournal.com 2011-05-08 03:30 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks for the download! Hope you enjoy. ^^

[identity profile] graecus-hist.livejournal.com 2011-05-07 09:36 pm (UTC)(link)
I love your music taste!
Downloading these and going to cry and listen to them!
Thanks for sharing!

[identity profile] tinfoiltennis.livejournal.com 2011-05-08 03:31 am (UTC)(link)
Fff, thank you! /hands tissues for the crying/ Thanks for the download, I hope you enjoy!

[identity profile] nightrider101.livejournal.com 2011-05-07 10:27 pm (UTC)(link)
This looks awesome! I love the cover art. :)

Downloading - thanks for sharing!

[identity profile] tinfoiltennis.livejournal.com 2011-05-08 03:33 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks! :D I hope you enjoy ^^

[identity profile] fakelunacy.livejournal.com 2011-05-07 11:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! I needed this after last night's episode. DX

[identity profile] tinfoiltennis.livejournal.com 2011-05-08 03:34 am (UTC)(link)
God, I know right. It was such an emotional rollercoaster ;; Thanks for the download!

[identity profile] x-tangy.livejournal.com 2011-05-08 12:06 am (UTC)(link)
Music looks great and agh, my heart, after this episode. I'm only going to depress myself further. Lovely work though, thank you!

[identity profile] tinfoiltennis.livejournal.com 2011-05-08 03:36 am (UTC)(link)
We can all wallow in our misery together ;; I know my heart was ripped to shreds after this ep too, sob. Thanks for the download! (And can I just say I love your icon? It took me a minute to figure out what it was but now I have, eee!)

[identity profile] tooquickly.livejournal.com 2011-05-08 02:25 am (UTC)(link)
OH MY GOD

YOU HAD ME AT REGINA

I'M GONNA ENJOY LISTENING TO THIS SO MUCH

;AAAAAA; <33333

[identity profile] tinfoiltennis.livejournal.com 2011-05-08 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
SOB I was listening to her as I was doing the cover art for this and that song came on and I was like ".... OH GOD PERFECT TITLE PERFECT TITLE ;a;" She is so lovely despite me not being able to get one of her songs on this mix. ):

Thanks for the download! I hope you enjoy it :D

[identity profile] dark-cygnet.livejournal.com 2011-05-08 03:14 am (UTC)(link)
The music is gorgeous and so appropriate. Hope yo don't mind but I snagged it.Thank You!

[identity profile] tinfoiltennis.livejournal.com 2011-05-08 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
Ha ha, nope, I don't mind, that's what it's there for! Thanks for the download, I hope you enjoy~ :D

[identity profile] jabber-moose.livejournal.com 2011-05-08 06:14 pm (UTC)(link)
This looks amazing! I'll probably be in my corner, rocking and mumbling

[identity profile] tinfoiltennis.livejournal.com 2011-05-09 09:00 am (UTC)(link)
Oh gosh, please don't rock and mumble, we'll have to send a crack team in with fluff to save you! D: In all seriousness though, thanks for the comment, I hope you enjoy the mix! :D
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[identity profile] tinfoiltennis.livejournal.com 2011-05-09 09:02 am (UTC)(link)
Me too, her songs are so beautiful and Someone Like You has been a dean/cas song for me ever since I heard it, l-lol. ;;

Thanks for downloading! Glad you enjoyed it. :D
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[identity profile] zenwiccan.livejournal.com 2011-05-09 08:53 am (UTC)(link)
Ooooh, lovely, angsty goodness! Downloading, thanks!

[identity profile] tinfoiltennis.livejournal.com 2011-05-09 09:03 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks for the comment! Hope you enjoy it. ^^

[identity profile] larina1289.livejournal.com 2011-05-10 06:05 am (UTC)(link)
This looks awesome! Am downloading, thanks for sharing!